Anyways, so the party started at like 8 p.m. (supposedly on 6 p.m. but there was crazy traffic). I decided to wear something people didn’t expect, which is Zorro from The Legend of Zorro!. Honestly I don’t remember watching the movie, but anyways, I end up being Zorro.
So there were a bunch of activities. Like literally. My opening song was supposed to be Aura, but then due to sudden changes, I sang Made In The USA by Demi Lovato with my friend Evelina who dressed up as Demi!. Followed up by “It’s My Party” by Jessie J and “Wrecking Ball” by Miley Cyrus. There was supposedly a set list but since the party was quite late and everyone would just take selfies waiting for the games, most of it were being cut off. However, I am glad songs like “Gypsy”, “Gone, Gone, Gone”, and “Can’t Hold Us” were being sung. I didn’t even get to sing the major songs, how sad is that.
Honestly every thing went well. I’m overjoyed with comments like “best party ever” or “epic one bro” or anything just like that. Everyone stepped up their game, even the teachers made the effort. There were literal alcohol on the fridge and I found out like half of the party drank so that might be probably why everyone went TPS!. I am clearly happy meeting all of my friends just putting so much effort to look so rad and party-like and just having a great time, enjoying the art and the music for a night, and getting to mark their memories with a party so crazy that could’ve last longer. Maybe next year I can hold my very last party that lasts longer and crazier.
Man, honestly I am so not ready to leave high school and grow up, in the same moment I really want to move on fast. I can’t seem to ever forget my high school friends though, they are just the very best parts of my life. The ones I can always turn to, like literally. The summer holidays, the secret crushes, the cafeteria strolling, the healthy juice drinking. Everything. I love you guys so much it hurts thinking that we’ll all be The One That Got Away soon to each other. Let’s all pull our promises today and be us against the world. The innocence of just being young, being stupid enough to be young, being rad enough to be young. I don’t care how old we’ll get we’ll always be young-hearted and mature-minded. I want to be my artistic muse yet I still want to be that fawn of youth.
Several days ago I went to the airport to send off a fellow friend and artist, who is actually pretty famous on Deviantart (known as wannatrtme1138), and I just realized how one day we’ll just be Gone, Gone, Gone to one another and have our lives just being drifted apart. I just want to cling and hold on to the city that made me, the city that written and sets place of all my childhood and teenage years. I want to, I need to, I must move on somewhere far there where my TPS will change the world, but first of all. Let me have a party about it, let me celebrate the goodbye. These parties are a reminder that time doesn’t last forever, so we have to always make the most of our times.
Anyways, I found my old birthday posts to be pretty ratchet, so I’m just going to let the pictures do the talking this time, literally! So, ENJOY!
Picture Credits to Lukas Atmaja(@lukasatmaja) ! See more pictures on instagram!